суббота, 18 октября 2008 г.

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HEY GUESS WHAT?

my first post and itapos;s gonna be a rant on bout how much i hate life. Yay. Please donapos;t read this. I just wanna let out my anger somewhere where noone i know will read bout it or acknowlege it. I am sorry if you read this and find me a complete loser, angsty teen or just some messed up person who needs to just lightern up for once. This might be full of foul language and burst of lame anger and it will probably be like an entertainment for some random ppl to see a person spaaz outon a journal. IF YOU ARE STILL READING THIS STOP YOU WILL JUST LAUGH OR THINK I NEED TO LIIGHTEN UP.

so letapos;s get started.

I freaking hate life at this point. ITapos;s probably cuz school started the spark. My retarded chem teacher just had to drop the first bomb. Posting up updated marks of everyone failing. Wow. And i thought i was doing amazing in this class wow. Just wow. I am doing horrible and seriously horrible not those fucking ppl that think horrible is a 70 cuz thatapos;s just fucked. Horrible is when you canapos;t get into any university with it and you are fucking failing or near the point.

And then my day gets worst.I am not doing any better in my other science class yay. Itapos;s not as if i expected a godly mark but itapos;s a complete piece of crapass mark too. I may sound stressed over this but i gave up on that and worrying a long time ago. Then during lunch i find out all my friends are gone for lunch studying so i am a loner yay. Then off to eng class and i am bored to death. After my pointless math class. I go home and guess what i fine...? my room is all cleaned up and guess what all my shit is gone..everything is not where it was before ha;f the crap�i have on my table is gone. My posters outside my room are GONE and they cost quite a bit. I find out pretty important stuff on my table are in garbage probably. I go look for it and guess what itapos;s all in a bag full of fucking nasty ass liquid of an unknown origin. So i cannot recover anything since itapos;s covered in that fucking shit. WOW. ITapos;S LIKE MY PARENTS KNEW WHEN TO FLIP ME OFF.� A FRIDAY THAT WAS ALREADY A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT.i know they were trying to help me and do something nice for me but i thought theyapos; d realize by now WHENEVER they TRY to help me they fuck it up 10 times more than it is already. I decide i guess the day is shit it might get better if i nap and wake up for baddy night. I wake up my dad tells me when i go upstairs he canapos;t drive me and leaves himself. So i have to walk at 7 when itapos;s like -10 and the thing starts at 7:30 and it takes 20 mins to walk and i am not ready to go nor did i eat dinner. Yay me i eat dinnner and is fucking an hour late. Seriously if my dad was gonna NOT drive me he shouldapos;ve told me this when he came home not when iapos;m bout to get ready to leave. Just shows how much time my parents give me notice in shit they do.� ANYWAYS i go there and i play for awhile.. I talk to the person in charge cuz they are looking for someone to fill in cuz they donapos;t wanan do the shift anymore.. They know i can take it but they seemed to wanna tick me off by talking about how they want my friend whoapos;s not even 16 yet to work. I wanna do it but i am happy for my friend for it but i guess i am a bit jealous. But i have more experience than tthem. But w.e i guess the community center just aint right for me. So i go home after all this kinda irritated to the max. Go on msn and find ppl adding oil to the fire knowing i clearly state i am PISSED OFF. One starts talking bout the shift they are giving away again and saying how my friend wil get it and stuff and keeps talking bout it and omfg i cannot tell them to stop since i dont wanna be an asshole bout it. Just to add to that i feel kinda angry at the fact i canapos;t show my real feelings off in soceity like around my friends and family. I have to me always that kid that is always smiling and not caring bout her marks. But seriously i just dont wanan bring it on to them how i am a person that would care bout that cuz iapos;ve seen ppl that expes this shit in front of me and it pisses me off. So i donapos;t wish to do that. Anyways i just wanna say FUCK LIFE AND EVERYTHING AT THIS MOMENT. Sorry if you read this but i warned you. D:

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